First dream: I was walking up what looked like the bleachers in my high school gym while singing a song by Adele (i believe it was Chasing Pavements). And as I'm making my way to the top, every single person I made contact with, in one way or another, throughout my high school years walked past me. My friends just looked at me like they had no idea who i was. I kept singing.
Second dream: I was in a large house. the lights were off and i didn't bother to turn them on as i went inside the bathroom. i look outside and see people running, like seriously running in different directions. a man pounds on the window i'm looking out of and begs me to get out of there and run. i hesitate but i do as he said. i was being shot at by some people in an army looking truck. i needed to find a hiding place fast so i climbed the tallest tree i could find. all of a sudden, i end up in an elementary school during recess. A lady calls in all the kids and orders them to get under their desks and start reading. she pulls out a gun and starts to shoot every single kid, making her way around the classroom without hesitation. a little blond boy begs her not to do to him what she had done to half of his classmates. she tells him to sit down and calmly asks the other kids to look up for a moment and shoots him in the head, just like the others, in front of everyone. nobody cries.
What am I afraid of? Is it really that hard for me to let go of the past? Am I hopeless?
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